Won't you come and take this pain away,

I feel that i'm very silly to blog about all this but ya, just blog:P People say that letting go is never easy. True and since it's only the beginning, it should be slightly easier. But I chose to think back, reminiscing about those times, my weak point. It feel as though its just yesterday. Sure, every relationship feels different and definitely this feels different from the past ones. There's many "I thought" in my mind, I thought he is different. From what he used to say, I thought i can be together with him for long, I thought he is gonna be the first guy i'm going to bring home. And ya.. It continues.

From this, I've learnt my lesson. Imma still going to follow my theory!
Show your affection but not to that extent..

I'll not allow myself to fall too deep in the future unless.. he's gonna be my husband. (HAHA!)
Okay, back to the point. At the end, I'm still the one that have to pick myself up. I may be strong but not that strong. :B

I promise this gonna be the last time i'm blogging like this, blogging about you.
Of course, i'm still going to miss you whenever i see those places we used to hang around. Thanks for the love you've showered me and all the best!

I'm going to remind myself that I'm not alone, because i still have God:)

From today, I'm going to find back my appetite, going to sleep well, study hard.
Me can't wait for the future, I wanna grow up!:)

Perhaps i won't update as often anymore but i won't leave my blog to die. Haha
Awww... My very first wordy post.

Oh.. And Happy Papa's Day!
Thanks for being such a great dad. Love ya:)