Back to this space feeling so much better. The picture above speaks exactly how i felt except for the hating part. Do he? I never know. After straightening out my thoughts, I felt like the dumbest person ever. Holding on to every single thing you once said and every single thing doesn't make any sense and it is scary, not knowing exactly who someone is. I thought i knew but actually I don't. Not at all. I don't know what is real and what isn't but one thing I am sure, my feelings. What I felt for you was real but at the end, you didn't care. Nonetheless, I will still thank you. For pampering me like a princess and giving me "lectures" about life. I wish you well.... despite the mixed feelings. I guess i will just remember whatever that is worth remembering because sometimes there are somethings we will NEVER understand.
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